Whats Life is About.....^^v

Paano Masuwerteng am I (How Lucky am I)

How lucky am I

To have found a great Friends, such wonderful crazy Friends.

Who can bring me no worries and no hate at all.

Someone who can help me, guide me, catch me whenever I fall.

How lucky am I

To have Friends who always will care,

someone I can count on, someone that will always be there.

How lucky am I

To have known someone who knew you,

And end up finding out your someone I can tell my stories and problems to.

How lucky am I

To be the person to tell you, your words can make anyone’s soul fly.

 Just letting you know I THANK YOU for being such a great Person and Friends,

 I will cherish your words deeply in my heart forever!

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Dear Lord

I'll worship You

In reaching out

And to speak these words

Deep thru into Your heart

I'll worship You

My Lord, My God

With all my faith declared

My love only just for You

I'll worship You

With all my heart

And strength

And with Your presence Lord

God and also My King

I'll worship You

So let these words

Reflect within my heart

And make this

To be seen in me

As living life

And a living truth

In all that I am

And hoped that it would be

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Craziness!!

Dahulu tanah Membakut,

Tapi sudah sekarang tanah Company,

Dahulu Aku Takut,

Tapi sudah sekarang Aku Berani!!

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Huakakakakaz^^v

Prayer

Heavenly Father, I come to You admitting that I am a sinner.

Right now I choose to turn away from sin,

And ask You to cleanse me,

By Your blood,

Of all unrighteousness.

I believe that Your Son, JESUS,

Died on the cross to take away my sins.

I also believe that He rose again from the dead

So that I may be justified and made righteous through faith in HIM.

I call upon the name of JESUS CHRIST to be the saviour

And Lord of my life.

I choose to follow You,

And ask You to fill me with the power of the HOLY SPIRIT,

And I will free from my sins.

In JESUS name,

AMEN.

"You've Got a Friend" 2009 - SandFantasy

Complicated

Me no LIKE It...

Its so complicated for ME 2 Understand

This kind of situation,

HOW AHH??

Hmm...

Maybe I'm wrong...

and yes I admit IT..

I've done something that I NEVER intently MEAN IT..

and I'm SORRy AboUt It..

but 

How about YOU?

Did You Ever NoTice That You Also HURTs Someone Feelings

and THAT SoMeOne That You HurT Never LooK Down At YOU!

And ThAt SoMeONE STILL TRYING to Get Close to YOU!!

And SolVe THE FUCKING PrOBLemS 

Even though they don't EVEN know what The Matter With YOU!!!

PLEASE....

 I'M not Good At Pleasing people

when I'm Feeling Awkward to them...

Lolz...

So Sorry for the bad words I use..

It is better to let it out then keep it right...

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TRUSTING My INSTINCT^^

Its been a while now,

but I still dnt understand or should I say 

I dnt believe in my own instinct.

Hmm.....

This gave me troubles sometimes by not trusting it,

giving me regrets,

giving me speechless,

giving me rock mind,

giving me dead ends,

BUT NOW.....

I MUST START TRUSTING

MY INSTINCT...

NEVER AVOID IT AGAIN!

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SoMeTimEs We MuSt LeArN FrOm OuR MiStAkE!

Guilty at Heart

AT

Guilty as I am Now.

I didn't mean not to go,

but..

My eyes wont work with my tough..

My eyes shutdown till the time passed the limits,

The Guilty in heart...

makes me UNcomfortable,

and spinning my mind thinking about IT..

I'm sorry...

I'm so sorry...

I'm terribly sorry...

I really didn't mean it...

I shouldn't let my eyes go shutdown...

and think that I can open my eyes at that time before u go...

HOPE THAT YOU UNDERSTAND...

HOPE THAT YOU COULD FORGIVE ME...

HOPE THAT YOU WILL FORGIVE ME...

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GUILTY HEART

Lolness....

This kind of time makes me think

About something that I never plan to do this year..

Haiz...

It is not something that bad or what...

My ^^v also wanna do the same..

Maybe it gonna be end of this month...

But 

Which part should I do it??

hahaha...

and....

Should I tell my mom about it?

or

After I do it?

Hmm....

By thinking of this...

Makes me STRESS....

LOLZ......

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Im Back On Track Now...

Its feels so long I didnt update my blog,

HaHa nie kali lar sy dapat uda balik my laptop,

Happy giler nie...hehe...

Sy x tau pa mau blog lolz,

Hantam jak yg penting sy puas ati ma pa yg sy mau buat,

Ikut betul banyak bh i wanna blog this

But then,

I dnt know where 2 start,

and now my head blur2 jak haiz....

Lupakan jak lar... 

Skrg Syorang manyak cinang ati..

and bingung at the same time.

Hahahah Byuduuu o...lolz

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Times Goes By...

Just for few days

and

I missed all the FUN

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Just for few days

and

I missed all the STORIES

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Just for few days

and

I missed the UPDATE

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tsaF oS yB seoG semiT

ycreM tuotiW

huhu....

What Is This Feelings?

Hmm.... ^^v

I dnt know what kind of feeling is this,

But...

Its Feels Like HAPPY....

Its Feels Like SMILING...

Its Feels Like FLOATING...

Its Feels Like COMFORTS...

Its Feels Like PEACE...

Its Feels Like HEAVEN...

When just seeing her pic...

Duhhh...~~

But Still....

I cant...

I mean..

I Dnt knw what to do....

Stupid Me...

CYLESTER....aRGHHH!!!!

Should I just 4get about HER again like i did??

Or

Should I not??

STUPID YOU!!!

Hahahahha....

lolz....

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MIDNIGHT MYSTERY

12 o’clock ++am and I’m still not sleeping

The internal voice in my head is speaking

This way and up that way and down

Still silence is the only sound
Why am I up? What is my problem?

The thoughts in my head will I be able to stop them?

I just want to sleep, I don’t understand

Time’s passing by with the little grains of sand.
I’m cosy in my bed and still not satisfied.

Is it because of my past, where all my secrets lie?

Tossing and turning will this hour never end?

The eyelids I’m wearing are starting to bend!
The mysteries of my night are ending soon.

I’m kicking them out of my cosy bed,

So close to sleep and then I remember,

I want to watch movie HaHa^^

Movie that my besties gave it to me,

Movie that I should watch,

Movie that touches our heart,

Its about LIFE, and LOVE.

So Good Night!

^^v

ME+LEO+SON+SAM=PERFECT

Now hang out with my BeStPwEnz,,,,

yet....

It is not perfect without 1 of us missing....

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Hmmm....

Hope that we can stay out again...

hahaha^^v

WE will wait this Friday Nite...

Harap2 dpt hang out nanti....

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(MeLOVE)

MEMORIES OF MINE....

Thinking back way back there in our past memories our childhood,

It seem like yesterday its happens,

Thinking that why can’t we live back those happy and fun moments?

Years has passed by and now we are reading this,

Typing our tough and memories,

Missing it much,

The playful us as kids,

No fear in anything’s we do,

Playing games,

Skin our knees and arms,

Always exited,

Always careless,

Full of confidents,

Full of energy,

Even if we are tired,

Even we cry,

Being scold,

Being spank,

We still do as we like,

NO RULES,

Hmm...Those memories,

 It makes me SMILE,

Even now while I’m typing it,

I’m gonna miss This a lot.

^^v

MISSING YOU...

Being with you is just like a dream,

Dreams that I would like to dream it again,

And but then I still can’t remember it clear,

Spending time together,

Smiling,

Laughing,

Advising me,

Love me,

Care for me,

Tells stories,

Showing what you had done for me,

By just being the person you are,

I’m glad that I know you,

You make me want to cry,

By just remembering the memories we had,

Times pass by so fast,

And the memories are getting blur,

Only some part of the memories are remain,

Remembering...

Your face getting blur,

Your recorded voice in me getting silent,

This is not that I forgotten you,

I’m thankful that you are part of my life,

Part of my family,

Part of my memories,

Thank you.

May Your Soul Rest In Peace.

Annoying!!!

Now im feeling like there something missing in me...

but i dnt know what..

Argh~~!!!

It is SO bordering me right now....

SHTT.....

budu nya perasaan...

pa bh nie???

LOLz!!!

Its feel like i have to do somethng

but i dnt know.....

its suddenly hurts but then i still dnt know what!!!

Today was Great...

i meet my betties...

watch movie...

do dut2....^^v

n may parents didn't mad at me....

but still

i dnt know what still missing now.....

Hmmm...~~!!??????

Argh~~!!!!!!

Buuduu nya perasaan!!!

Me Thinking is This...huakkakaz^^V

Part of My Life

Sharing your problems, experiences, though and mind with your Best Friends

 Makes you feel better,

 Comfortable, and feels release,

And the burden that you carrying can be decreased and gets lighter,

 And we can learn from it and take it

As part of our life,

 And make it as our Keys to handle our problems, burden or stress.

We as friend should always listen to our friends.

Lend our arms, heart, and ears to them

So that they don’t feels ignore by all the people around him/her

Especially Ourselves,

And if we do so,

We’ll be Appreciated, Love, and Care.^^v

BTW...

True Friend NEVER leave their friends suffer, sad or insulted in any situations,

True Friends NEVER let their friends walk alone in darkness,

True Friends NEVER let go their friends in any disagree’ness,

True Friends NEVER forget the moments and memories together,

True Friends NEVER turns his/her back on you.

True Friends Always there for you like star,

And....

Miss you,

Care for you,

Forgive you,

Guide you,

Love you.

Huakakakakaz.....

Hmmm....this is what I think about OUR FRIENDSHIP

And hope that our friendship

WILL NEVER LAST...^^v

P/S: Me English No Good....lolz

We Dnt Mean To...

We Dnt Mean to HURT or make u look Stupid...

Yes we did say we be there with u,..

Yes we did say we hang out again,..

Yes We Did change our mind...

and the reason is me,,,

BUT

Plz dnt blame them cuz im the driver,..

at that time....

my head is spinning around,..

and dnt like to drive wit a spinning head hehe^^v

I'M SORRY....^^!

Imaginations Transform Our Life's^^

Use your imagination to find success,

Visualize what you want. 

See it,Feel it, Believe in it. 

Your mind is a mental workshop. 

You can build anything in it. 

Make your mental blueprint, 

And begin to build.

 All the beginning is in your imagination,

 First think, then organize your thoughts into plans 

Then transform your thoughts into reality by taking some positive action.

 Use your imagination to perceive your reality, 

Even when it is not fully materialized. 

You must first see it clearly in your mind

 Before you can do it. 

First visualize and then actualize your way To success.

 You really can live your dreams.

 All you need to do is try,

And go for it..^^v