Spending all my times waiting,
waiting for the right time,
for a break that will make it okey..
There always some reason,
to feel not good enough,
and its hard at the end of the day,
I need some distraction
just to get release arghhh...
All the Memories seep from my veins,
its may be empty or bad,
and somehow may be I'll find some peace there ...
I'm so tired of the straight lines,
and everywhere that I turn,
there's always this and thats wrong,
and there always something that will
change your mood to stormy day, and its keeps on twisting...
It don't makes no difference,
escaping one last time,
In this sweet madness,
and All this glorious sadness,
that brings me to this day...
But,
In this Christmas time,
It may Change...
In the Arms of Lord Jesus Christ,
I may fly away from this dark cold feelings,
and the endlessness that I fear,
and may I find some comfort with His Blessing.
.....AMEN.....