My Crying Heart

I don't know what else to do now..

I'm now at the end of the road

there's no any way I can think of anymore

Only God know what I'm feeling right now...

My Life is like gonna end soon...

and living with fake smile just to cover my sadness inside...

Thinking about it all the time..

and trying to solve it by thinking of something...

...something will solve it in a snap!

I like to go far....

far from this stress...

I'd like to go some place new...

so that I can run from this,

but I know i can't run from it...

7 Thing For Us to Have & To Give..^^v

   

Whatz yours?

CANCER 
Great Kisser. Very high sex appeal.
Great in bed. Most horny.
PISCES 
Caring. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy, DAMNIT. Very high sex appeal. Has the last word. Extremely weird but ina good way
LIBRA 
Very gentle. Nice. Love is one of a kind. Silly and fun! Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will evermeet!
AMAZING in Bed.!!!!!
CAPRICORN 
Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future.
Irrestible, awesome kisser. Great talker.
Always gets what he or she wants. BY FAR the BEST in BED. EVERYPERFORMANCE!!!!
AQUARIUS
Trustworthy. Sexy. Rare to find. Loves being in longrelationships. Extremly energetic.
Amazing in bed, the BEST lovers.
ARIES 
Outgoing. Spontanious. No one to fvck with. Have own uniquesexiness. Unpredictable. Erotic.
Funny. Addictive. Take you on trips to the moon inbed.TAURUS 
Aggressive. freak in bed. rare to find. loves beingin long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what theywant.
Extremly outgoing. Outstanding kisser. sexual as****.
LEO 
Great talker. Always the life of the party. Sexy.Horny all the time. Attractive physically or mentally (sumtimesboth) Can be Laid back or Wild. Knows how to have fun. Is reallygood at fvcking . Great kisser.
VIRGO 
Dominant in relationships.Sexy.A lwaysHorny.Freak in bed. Always wants the lastword.Loud.Caring.Smart.Loves being in long relationships.Addictive . Passionate.
SCORPIO 
sexy. Talkative. Energetic. Predict future. Mosterotic.Freak in bed.Good kisser. not one to mess with. always get what they want.
SAGITTARIUS 
Spontanious. Horny.High sex appeal.
Rare to find. Good when found.
Loves being in long relationships.
GEMINI
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners VeryGood in bed. Lover not a Fighter But Still Punch Your Lights Out.Trustworthy

The Band Perry - If I Die Young

Learning The Life Adventure that I'm Going through

Hmmm....

Thinking of something that I never plan before in life

and now its happening....

Going to face it,

and I did....

 although I don't know if I can...

Now its been 3 months plus I'm going through all this...

Arghh.... 

the pressure...

the stress...

the energy...

the time...

the discipline...

All this are very challenging...

but 

The most important thing is

by doing all this or happening in my life

I never feel that happy b'cuz its giving me the

opportunity to learn and experience 

the critical thinking of way to survive in this arena

the way to find time for my friends

the way spending time with my family

the way of enjoying my life...my social life...

even though some people says they don't have more time

to spend extra time to meet friends or even to get some FUN for them self....

hahaha....

I'm still learning still a fresh meat....

Still a Baby

because I've a long way to go in learning the way of this world works....

especially the Upz & Down to be success in Life...

A Step To Success...In GOD's Hand...

Thank God for answering my Prayer for all this while....

Even though it is not the what i want but

God knows What I really need the most right now...

Back there, 

I was at end of the road with

no sign of ideas and I think I'm going to lose everything...

If there's a will, there's a way in everything

what we want to do or achieve...

In Bible if I'm not Mistaken says that

"Ask and You shall receive"

and this is what I ask for 

and what I get...

AMEN for that...

AMEN for my brother....

AMEN for my Mother...

AMEN for my Father...

AMEN for my CloseFirends...

AMEN for the person who God send me

to help me to solve my Problems

and Guiding me in this Business arena...

Hopes that every things gonna be smooth as plan....

^^v hehe

hehe...

After handling the cafe together for few months...(2months i'm alone)

at last they give up and let me handle it alone..

totally they dnt give a damn...

and now its mine alone...

the risk....

the fun...

the stress...

the joy...

hahaha...

I know that I can Do it...

even my father on my side this time...

and my friends...

Boo hoooo....

I won't chicken out at this...

its not a big deal though...

 and now here are my monkeys....

hahahha my loyal staff....^^v

RestLess Me

I really need to take some times off...

Need to go off the road...

be wit nothing but to chill my self up...

Need to go somewhere...

somewhere that i can do what ever i want....

no orders...

no worries...

nothing to think of....

Work??

It can wait...

I'm not a machine...

even machine need a time break to be repair or service....

I can quit if u want to....

but i'm the best u got Now...

not to be arrogant 

it just the truth..

so.....

FTW...Bro...!!!!

Gay and Homophobia (français, italiano, español, português, 日本, 한국어, Türk)

This Is for those who has tiny minded....

think again.....if YOU are one of them...

How do YOU feels About it...

I can Smell The Stress Coming...

Its end of the month ody...

huhu...

Now I can smell the hint ...

Hint of a stress...

I dnt know if I can handle it again...

Hopefully I wont get the stress like last time...

I dnt know what should I do next

when I'm feeling stress...

Hahahaha....

Just knocking My Head up..

Something that's not worth talking with... 

when its ended up with a fight.....

Something that's not worth meeting with.... 

when its ended up with stress....

Something that's not worth asking with...

 when its ended up with no clue....

                             CyLesCuTe 

Thinking......=.=!

Today...

I Ring by my Collage..

I was offer that to continue my study

in Event Marketing...

Fully paid with 1K allowance every month by the GOV...

hmmm.....

but I'm still thinking that

should I go and leave my Cafe or

continue with my Cafe things....

huhu...

now i'm in 50-50 in making my decision 

I need Encouragement from others....

Continue My Study 

or

My CAFE

Normal Path...

Its been few days passed by...

My Stress has been cool down

maybe my prayer been answer...

Now... i've done a lots of crazy stuff

Especially my Hair Style...

 hahahaha LOLz....

 So I just wanna Share it to YOU Guys

^^v

 Less then a week my head turn to half Naked....

huakakkakkaz....

What Gonna Happen Next??

I will think of my problems and try to handle it..

but every person have their own limits..

for me i think i'm on my limits..

what can i do?

 I feels that i that i should not have all this problems

at my age now...

i way to young to have all this responsibility 

why can't this be disappear??

and now i dont have the mood to go back home...

I can't bare to hear a single word to make my life more miserable...

Am I that Useless to Them??

Funny eh....

but FTW!!!!

Speechless Life...

I use to have a simple life back then..

no worries..

&

no stress..

to Handle with...

 Event though when i turn to 20 

I still haven't tested the stressful thing in Life...

Lucky me huh.....

but all that ends when I just going to turn 21..

I experience The WORST things in MYLIFE...

hmmp....but i don't regret it for happening in my life

cuz for that thing to happen.

it makes me more independent in life's

and that the positive effect..

the negative effect was I don't Trust No one 100%..

Sorry to say this....

Booo...huuuu...

Other story of me....

I don't know why do people 

never stop giving you stress??

why don't they understand?

what I am going through NOW?

why do they never appreciate me doing this?

Didn't I sacrifice enough??

Now I don't really know what should I do...

Like there's no way to go...

no Escape for me...

I got the feeling to run away...

and still thinking about it now....

where should i go is not the problems..

but how about all my Loves one?

I know they will read this and will ask me...

but YOU GUYS know Better...

You will say that I just have to hang on there...& Pray...

But I Don't know about this time...

Randomly Sumthing....

STUPID YOU!!

We can't truly understand someone...

even though we know them for so long...

They simply says thing

like we read a book..

Without thinking what the consequences are...

Hate this kind of stuff...

Hate it very much...

Speechless but....

Speech of my mind

Sometimes we can't avoid 

being unprofessional in our

daily work...

Maybe we just human

 that can't avoid our feelings being torn apart

 or being selfish...

Work that I use to do perfectly

now ruin

non smooth as ever....

Pretending that everything is alright

everything is gonna be perfectly fine...

Randomly...

I'm just learning something

that I've never learn before....

Just trying...

Just doing what people alway says or thinks of...

Life must go on even though

how difficult it maybe...

Thus,

I don't know if I can make it or not...

Just saying.....

Love this...

I see my path...

but I don't know where it leads...

Not knowing where I'm going is...

what inspires me to travel it...

Uncompleted me...

There 's a part that I don't understand....

Maybe I wont understand it at all...

Why should I be concern about tis kind of things..??

I shouldn't be that easy to pull down....

no matter how it feel or feels like....

Because...

I'M STRONG!!

I'M ALWAYS STEADY!!

and 

NEVER STOP LEARNING IN LIFE!

Answer That I Seek...

Question that sudden me...

Why do people sometimes 

cant feels anything...?

Why do two people that LOVES each other 

can hates one another so much...?

Why do people sometimes blind them self

or ignore things because of no reason...?

Why do people cant accept 

the way things are...?

Why do people so mean

but at the same time...?

Why do people keep secret 

for them self...?

Why do people silent 

for a second...?

Why do people question

that isn't a question...?

Blur Mode for Today...

I think that I didn't get enough sleep..

thats why I'm in this situation

huhuhu....

Just now I almost had car accident

I'm truly sorry for that driver

because when I almost hit His/Her car

to specific Red Viva ..

I step on my break so do the viva drive

I rise my hand n say sorry

then continue driving..

but I think the driver get his/her heart attack

cuz the drive just stop there for so long

maybe the drive panic or I dnt know..

Hopefully the drive is on good condition

And thx God nothing happen to me and my car

GOD BLESS THE PACNIC DRIVER...!!

^^v

Moments that I Cherish Together With U Guys...

I always remember the gone times we spend together

 The world seem to be in a standstill 

When we are together....

How I wish we will always find time

 To see each other

 And cherish the gift of friendship that

 We have for each other

Friends Always

Blue7 Nitezz

All of this pic I dont have much to say..

cuz u can see that we have Fun,

 We Stay up Late,

We got our Friend,

We got the Nite,

we'll be Aright!!

I Need A Doctor!!!

Counting The Dust...

At this moment,

I would like to do something,

something that You never Think of,

something that almost crazy,

but....

Speechless...

RED & BLACK

This my Cafe's menu at Putatan, 1PlaceMall...

huakakkaz...

Me & my Brother together2 punya Business..

BTW..

its not that easy to open a new business,

cuz u will experience the Stress that damn much like u wanna quit

and don't wanna continue the business...

but its the business rules,

don't ever give up

and you must be passion 

so that in the end you will achieve your Goal

.....

So What Ever It is Now...

I'm Glad that Our Cafe Is Open..

And THANKS To ALL Of My Friends & Families

for their SUPPorT...

LOVE YOU GUYS!! 

CHeeRs!!!