Tonight I Wanna Cry

I Love this song...^^v

Hmmm... I'm Still Awake...

Its 3am and i'm still awake..

hahaha...

Designing my blogs...

and updating it...

this is wat i do best to cheer my self up...

Now my besties were all asleep..

i cant wake them up just to cheer me up..

i'm not that selfish..

not that i dnt need them but

i can handle it myself...

hehe...

ZZzzzZzz...

Morning Tears

Its funny of u think of this stuff...

Why do its hurts that much?

Why am i the one who feels it?

Why am i the one who experience it?

Arghh.....!!!

Can i handle it any longer?

Hmmm.... have to face it to move on....

SWT!!

14FEB at My Working Place...

Hmm...
14 Feb is my last day working..
cuz I'm taking my leave for a month..
to concentrate on my study(maybe) n doing other stuff...
Huakakakaz....
so..
on that day i work from opening till closing...
and Damn it was Fun n Funny n sad moments..
for me..huhu
btw...
Let this picture show You the story...

This is the table was set, flower and candle for the Valentine Couple..
Sry I didnt took full picture all of the tables...

 This the Dessert that we serve to the V'tine Couple...

btw Yes I'm the one who make the dessert

^^v..

and this is the retarded bartender who never listen to advice...

and WTF the bar was totally a DISASTER...

this part of the bar was not the clean n untidy...

not to say that the drinks was dirty but only the arrangement of the things...

and this part, was retardedly a traffic jam..
the glasses is not wased on time by the bartender until closing...

hahaha....
when he walk into the bar..
The Bar was totally in tragic situation...
but its ok...
I'll be back working soon...
and will looking forward with A New Bar....

Sailors'Cafe,

I'll be missing working there,

and all the staff...

^^v

I am Still Me!!

I know I am drunk..

but I'm not that totally drunk...

hehehe...

I still know how to think the GOOD n BAD...

so  i'm so sorry to disappoint you that I didn't bring Her home with Me...

Cuz I'm CYLESTER okey....

and I dnt play that kind of thing...

so do not Mistaken me...

I'm still a GOOD BOY...

I'm only having FUN and enjoying my night wit her...

I can be that bad...

But not that Very BAD....

hehehe......

BTW.... 

I have my Fun2 

on my Valentine's Day!!!!

Hope that you guys tooo....

^^v

Me MySelf & I

All of this pictures is all about ME...

and its about my life years back...

and some of the pictures are funny looking pose and dressed...

so...

Do Enjoy it guys...

^^v

Dnt Understand YOU at All MR!!!

Hmmm...

I just back from my work and very tired...

because i dnt get enough sleep last nite..

and i went to the living room with a Happy feelings

cuz i can rest while watching movie with this MR..

and i realize that the TV doesn't have any sound coming out..

so i try to fix it....

connecting wire to the TV and Player...

and accidentally the player shut off...

because of me...

and i said SORRY for wat i have done..

and i know the DVD will resume to the last part  it play..

and no worry....

BUT!!!

WTF!!!

that MR yell at me like theres no tomorrow..

and talking crapz out of it!!!

DAMN!!

it makes my day sucks!!

and Hurt my feelings...

and now i'm letting it out here so that it wont be that annoying for me...

and i will just ignore it...

B'cuz sometimes You have to Ignore somethng to have PEACE!!

Gonna miss Sailor's Cafe

Hmmmm.......

I'm gonna miss working at Sailors' Cafe..

I'll be taking my break for a month there...

and I know that i'll be missing some of the FUN2 thngz there..

Haiz..its hard but I have 2..

cuz i have to finish my training as a DIVEMASTER!!

and I have some other things to settle...

Btw 

I'll be missing much...

Arghhhh....!!!

but no worries i'd be visiting sailor often as I can^^v

And I cant wait 2 see the renovation their making soon...

so..

Sailors'Cafe I be there soon..

A month is just a passing wind..

^^v

=.=!!

Living my life all this years,

What makes me Today...

but I know its not that perfect,

people see me outside.. 

and saying that I'm rich..

got this and that...

That is not all mine...

is my Parents its their Money..

Hmm...

cant say it much though....

maybe its just the way this kind of things goes...

 My Life are Sucks!!!
Not that I dnt appreciate it but sometimes it does!

you wont see it...

because I'm not the type of people..

who shows their problems to others..

BTW....

I always wondering Why..

the hell It happen to me...??!

This kind of Question always

plays on my mine...

Its Such a burden to me...

Seriously SHTT its does..!!

Sometimes,

when i tot it was over...

and i try to start over again..

and its still get the same result....

I dnt know when should I stop trying...

Goshh!!!

What can I say its part of the Ups and Downz

of Life's Moment!

My Monday Break...

Monday...

like everyone says that they hate monday...

bcuz of that and this...

but my monday was damn fun n funny... 

haha...

Yes i did went to my work place..

not that i working or what..

but just that i'm worried about the the new staff

i just went there and give them a briefing and to do this and that...

and the new bartender... 

ohh gosh!!

His as dumb as an ass huakakkaz....

I teach him over and over again...but still

he gave me dumb look argh...

and our Manager was late that time lolz.....

hahahahaha....

Hope That....

This Few Days...

hmmm...

and i've been thinking about this quiet sometimes now...

should I stop working or should I not...

Its not that I dnt like working there but 

I dnt have the time to do something...

and the time  is always so little...

Maybe i'll be bck to my working place again soon...

 but willl see..

 And I know that others wont like THIS decision I had make..

but wat to do I have to settle things up 1st...