SiLenT StResS!!

Hope that this kind of stress shouldn't be experience by anyone especially someone that I LOVE..

Now I think that I'm in a silent stress that keep on eating part of my mind and heart.

To avoid or run from it I try doing this by....

Staying at home,

Hangout with my friends,

Going away from home all day long,

Having some fun with friends,

Sharing it,

But there is no difference effect it or reduce it,

you can still feels it,

and its like end of the road for me....

This year been a wonderful and most beautiful life's moments for me,

But at the same time its been Stressful n killing my heart bit by bit...

I tried to share it but I don't know how to share it or what to share...

My mind keep on spinning and spinning like it wont stop

And giving me a clue to stop it...

Argh........

This is the 2nd painful stress that I've ever felted before...

And yet I still couldn't overcome it like I use 2 be.. like last time....

Maybe this is what they said that...

 we will never stop learning about something new or unfamiliar in this life...

 Until our heart stop beating....